Archive for the ‘Bodily metaphor of anorexia’ Category
{ Written on March 8, 2010 at 3:30 AM, by Alice ODILON }
Speaking of Srebrenica massacre, is to say that I am ashamed of being French.
(because I do not agree with those such as President Sarkozy
who have advocated the fast accession of Serbia
to the European Union for purely geopolitical reasons.)
In 1995 I was drowned in a terrible family problem and I had
not followed international news.
In early [...]
{ Written on December 10, 2009 at 10:23 AM, by Alice ODILON }
{One of Einstein's great insights was to realize that matter and energy
are really different forms of the same thing.
Matter can be turned into energy, and energy into matter.}
The "anorexic field" delivers content because it gets a lack of existence
generating "bodily space-time".
The anorexic feels pure energy largely invisible and executing essential actions.
During the anorexic travel, the [...]
{ Written on December 10, 2009 at 9:15 AM, by Alice ODILON }
In the crowd there are anorexic people moving differently.
Their dark energy behaves like a form of negative energy, gravitational repulsion.
"Gravitational repulsive Energy". Copyright Alice ODILON 2009. All rights reserved.
The nature of this force remains a mystery.
The pure essence of this dark energy creates energy phantom
as the energy of an amputated limb.
This form of energy [...]
{ Written on December 9, 2009 at 6:53 AM, by Alice ODILON }
Dans la foule il existe des personnes anorexiques bougeant différemment.
Leur énergie sombre se comporte comme une forme d’énergie négative, gravitationnelle répulsive.
La nature de cette force reste un mystère.
L'essence pure de cette énergie noire engendre une énergie fantôme,
telle l’énergie d’un membre coupé.
Cette forme d'énergie est parfois également appelée « Energie du point zéro ».
Parfois ces [...]
{ Written on December 7, 2009 at 8:14 AM, by Alice ODILON }
C'est l'histoire d'une absence d'amour dont l'énergie sombre
dépasse tous les coups de poings.
Dans cet espace anti-matière de l'A-namour la victime trouve refuge.
L’enfant mal traité, rêve son parent "aimant imaginaire", alors qu’il aime déjà,
sans bornes, son parent réel déficient et nocif.
"L'apaisement des souffrances". copyright Alice ODILON 2009.
La présence de ce "bon parent imaginé" adoucit plus que [...]
{ Written on November 19, 2009 at 9:13 AM, by Alice ODILON }
I use photography as an analysis (beyond my control).
(By trying to give up my anorexic control, and without my Psychoanalyst RB, my friend.)
To make a photo is to lye on the couch and make free associations.
"The Irreversible Figure A". copyright Alice ODILON 2009. No clone is free.
At the start, losing control of my thoughts was [...]
{ Written on November 10, 2009 at 9:52 AM, by Alice ODILON }
J’utilise la photographie comme une analyse (beyond my control).
(En tentant d'abandonner mon contrôle anorexique, et sans mon Psychanalyste RB, mon ami.)
Faire une photo c’est m’allonger sur le divan et faire des associations libres.
Au début perdre le contrôle de ma pensée était tout simplement obscène à mes yeux
et je cherchais toujours un sens pur à mes [...]
{ Written on November 1, 2009 at 9:30 AM, by Alice ODILON }
{ Written on October 24, 2009 at 6:06 AM, by Alice ODILON }
Two backgrounds and the same concept and progress,
I will try to clarify in a third time.
1 – The Mirror stage
(describing the formation of the Ego.)
{This identification is what LACAN called "alienation".
At six months the baby still lacks coordination.
However, he can recognize himself in the mirror before attaining control
over his bodily movements.
"Nausica Eyes". Copyright Alice [...]
{ Written on October 23, 2009 at 4:13 AM, by Alice ODILON }
"Big eyes and small body". copyright Alice ODILON 2009.
Un regard mélancolique serait un regard qui n'attend rien, plus rien,
tente d'échapper, atteindre le ciel ou l'horizon, le lointain, le paysage immense.
"Traumatic regard". Copyright Alice ODILON2009. No clone is free.
Un regard anorexique serait un regard cachant le corps,
évacuant obstinément l'Autre pétrifiant et mortifère.
Grace à son corps [...]
{ Written on October 14, 2009 at 5:42 AM, by Alice ODILON }
"Blythe" © 2009 Hasbro. All Rights Reserved.
If I consider that prominence of sight pulsion, body image distortion, control of mind are signs of anorexia,
I can think that "Blythe Doll" might be a representation of an anorexic doll or anorexic girl.
Did you have already eyes contact with Blythe?
Their impact is the first thing you would [...]
{ Written on October 12, 2009 at 11:26 AM, by Alice ODILON }
A Doll Model is a representation of one reality. (idealistic representation).
(A generic model or pattern from which other objects are based or derived).
(A simplified representation – usually mathematical – used to explain the workings of a real world system or event.)
In 99% of the cases the structure of the Doll Model conforms to normal profile of [...]
{ Written on October 7, 2009 at 7:35 AM, by Alice ODILON }
{D'après le Wiktionnaire: Le mot paradigme signifie:
Étymologie
Du grec παράδειγμα, paradeigma (« modèle », « exemple »).
Ce mot lui-même vient de παραδεικνύναι, paradeiknunai (« démontrer »).
définition de paradigme:
(Grammaire) Modèle de déclinaison, de conjugaison.
Exemple parfait.
Les mathématiques sont le paradigme des sciences.
Représentation du monde, une manière de voir les choses.
un modèle cohérent de vision du monde qui repose sur une base définie.
Ensemble d'expériences, de [...]
{ Written on September 26, 2009 at 12:45 AM, by Alice ODILON }
There has been a shambles, a shipwreck in my family.
I'm the little survivor, an unexpected seed which grew up badly.
Some people say: "I'm a warrior, nothing will be left after me!"
As an anorexic girl I would rather say: "After the shambles you made, would it be possible for me to develop,
but I would try."
All my [...]
{ Written on July 16, 2009 at 9:02 AM, by Alice ODILON }
Fairy Godmother, Marraine de la Princesse refusant d'épouser son Père, le Roi, conseille à celle-ci de revêtir
la peau de l'Âne pour se déguiser et se cacher dans la forêt, abritée dans une ferme misérable.
{La fée marraine de l'enfant, va dissiper tout malentendu en apprenant à la princesse à ne plus confondre les amours :
on aime [...]
{ Written on June 23, 2009 at 8:21 AM, by Alice ODILON }
copyright Alice ODILON june 2009. "Défi-Jane". Tous droits réservés.
As a photographer and as an anorexic woman photographer,
I've always used expressionists ways, and border-line ways to express myself with my photographs since 1977.
I didn't choose the easy way, the aseptic way, the fashion way to tell the implacable illness I had to deal with,
and the exceptional [...]
{ Written on June 12, 2009 at 1:01 AM, by Alice ODILON }
copyright Alice ODILON: 1982 / self portrait.
I've suffered from anorexia from the age of 7.
Honestly without anorexia, I wouldn’t be here anymore, as this illness kept me alive instead
of regressing to a quicker death.
It was a sort of survival behaviour and not a lifestyle as it said in a number of anti-ana magazines.
The question is [...]
{ Written on February 20, 2009 at 10:57 AM, by Alice ODILON }
"L’Anse du corps". copyright Alice ODILON1984. No clone is free.
Je pourrais dire que:
l’anorexique écrit avec son corps,
résidu du manque
et signe d’élégance
en défense d’exister.”
L’anorexique figure par son corps propre le signe “émacié”
(selon Isabelle MEURET) de ce qu’il reste en dehors de l’amour.
"Le Marquis au Signe blanc". Copyright Alice ODILON1984.
L’anorexie produit cette [...]
