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La Tour Akanienne ou la structure ascensionnelle de la culture chinoise

Il suffit de voir un tableau de Li Yanshan, pour vivre le sentiment de petitesse et le “bon” placement de l’être face à l’Univers qui l’entoure.

L’homme est minuscule, mais il peut rêver, regarder, se taire, s’envoler dans l’air, vers le lointain.

La tour de Akan est une métaphore du bambou de Li Yanshan. Toujours mouvante, fragile et incassable.

Elle représente le corps de Akan et aussi le corps de toutes ses identités multiples incarnées au long de sa vie anorexique ascendante.

Pour grimper il faut s’alléger, s’étherer, se perdre et se reconnaître au sein du vide.

 

 ”La Tour Akanienne. HK 2011.”  Copyrights Alice Odilon.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

{Bamboo was the lifelong love of Li Yanshan. He approached bamboo painting in light of the history of the genre and with reference to available masterpieces. His repertoire covered not only ink bamboo paintings but also outlined ones in colour. The picture shows his “Bamboo and Rocks”.}

 

Ainsi je crois que l’anorexie est une éthique du vide, ou du “moins possible” dans un monde mouvant.

Le fait d’être léger permet de réaliser des mouvements faciles et libres du corps et de l’esprit, la diète permet la jouissance des gôuts quand on fait dînette d’un repas d’oiseau, sain et vivifiant.

La couleur et l’écriture s’intègrent dans la vie d’un être fin inscrit dans la notion égalitaire espace-temps.

L’être étant si petit trouve son sens dans le déroulement du temps dans l’espace, joignant l’écriture et l’action.

Il n’y a jamais de plein, jamais de trou noir.

Toujours la vie est en mouvement ascensionnel.

La figure anorexique trouve son sens dans la culture Chinoise.

La figure anorexique est un mot, un simple trait, son contenu et sa forme ne font qu’un.

Cette figure là est un paradoxe,  figure pleine de vide et forte d’être vitalisée par le blanc de la page et non la mort.

Cette métaphore de l’anorexie, est une calligraphie (l’action) et une peinture (le corps mortel).

La figure anorexique est unité du vide et de l’écriture. “Elle abandonne le vouloir social, pour affermir ses os”.

La source anorexique utilise les paradoxes:

- La faiblesse est plus forte que la force.

- La modération, la sobriété, la maigreur, voir la sévérité d’un régime alimentaire génère le maximum d’énergie.

- Elle unit signifiant de la trace du corps et l’aura de la personne.

 

“Google Images”

 

On mange avec des baguettes, on retient son souffle, on prend le temps d’être humain.

Alice Odilon. 28/09/2011. Copyrights. Tous droits réservés.

 

Lisez Mon Livre: Hirondelle@anorexique.com

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Only 5 anorexic candidates on the row

As you know, Akan’s team had announced her final list of Candidates for “Worst anorexic Journey 1991″ .

All the anorexic players had to sign their contracts by First May, consenting to take care of an unwanted newborn.

The full list published was:

– 1 – Best Medium-sized anorexic winner:

- Avatan Nihili, 23kg teen girl who was nearly 1,75m and only 15 of age, but was brilliant at school and very shy.

– 2 – Best Small weight winner:

- Asael Rienick, 1,62 m for 21kg, who had been working as a self-employed “Tightrope sleepwalker” for 4 years, without harming her frail nimble disembodied body.

– 3 – Best New Anorexic winner:

- Hyppolyte H, was an ex-obese young cook, who had been starving for two years as Chief cook of Three stars Michelin restaurant, after discovering his true dream to become a trapeze artist.

 - 4 – Best Indoor fast girl:

- NatNat, ghostly weight-watcher coach who was definitely to weak to coach anybody dieting, but has been previously awarded as the fastest losing weight candidate in UK, that means losing 35 kg in 2 months.

– 5 – Best European Anorexic Line-up:

- Whiteswimm, pale and pinky dressed ballerina, who was vomiting every meal, even the most frugal one.

- 6 – Best Newcomer:

- Reine Frung: ex-psychiatrist fallen in storm of anorexia addiction, after being involved in a special unit “Beating eating-disorder” in NHS.

– 7 – Best Headliner:

- Andrée Solange J. , mother of five,  hard worker house wife managing in plus a cleaning company with 7 employees.

– 8 – Best Oversplit Ballistic Stretched Anorexic contortionist

- Tige Ald, who was able to practice super-split equally on both legs without any injuries and with a lot of enthusiasm.

– 9 – Best Anorexic Runner:

- Aza Wakh performing Paris Marathon in only 2 hours and 28 mn.

– 10 – Best Anorexic dancer:

- Ana Cunningham,  twin of Merce Cunningham, the Master of Choregraphy.

 

Finally after reflexion, 5 candidates standed down from the competition, as they probably felt to weak to accomplish such challenge.

In fact : Only Avatan Nihili, Asael Rienick, Tige Ald, Aza Wakh and Whiteswimm stayed on the row.

 

That means a teen, a tightrope sleep walker, a contortionist, a marathonian woman, and a ballerina.

 

 

Alice Odilon. 26/07/2011.

 

You will fly but first you will struggle for life

“Penguins in the Blizzard”. Google Images.

“Every Day, alone in front of the other pensioners of Anorexia rescue center, deep in the most pitiless group of anorexic persons, a truly remarkable journey will take place.”

- That would be the Treatment to recover in Akan’s Tower, announced Syndra Raynaud, the “Right Hand Woman” of Akan.

- “Because for you, guys, anorexic winners, life is like that, harsh and inhospitable”, added inconspicuously, the shy Ragdoll.

Each of you will be a survivor, and will have to deal with eating-disorder, staying alive.

Every pensioner in rescue center, will abandon the deep sweet security of its bedroom and clamber onto the commune area to begin its long struggle against anorexia: a such desolate land, a region so bleak, so extreme, it support no other life.

- “The greatest fear you have, the fear to live, the fear to loose control, the fear to eat, the fear to breathe, you will beat it”.

Said Blythe Somat, the hemiplegic flower doll, who was in charge of anorexic patients suffering from Asperger Syndrom as well.

- “So you will play a game, all together”.

- The game inspired by “The Emperor’s Journey”.

 

1972: Survivors found 10 weeks after plane crash in the Argentine Andes. Google Images.

(Four days after the rescue, a Santiago paper alleged that the survivors became cannibals to ward off starvation.
The group confirmed that they ate human flesh at a press conference two days later.)

 

You will have to accomplish tests of extreme endurance, during which you will have to rely on the united anorexic members of the group, their physical warmth, their spiritual presence, their embodied soul, their disembodied body.

You will share body heat to conserve energy and protect the “protégé” you will have to care about constantly.

You will realize you cannot hate the other anorexic persons, as you did before; because you were scared about their special regard and knowledge of anorexia secrets.

Only Love and solidarity will help to struggle for life.

 

“Child survivors dressed in clothes made from German uniforms”
(One of the youngest survivors of the Buchenwald concentration camp, shown in the center of the photograph above, was four-year-old Josef Schleifstein.The Communist prisoners, who were in charge of the day-to-day administration of the camp, made sure that the children were well cared for. Note the adult man in the back row wearing a beret to identify himself as a Communist.)

You won’t have food during the periods of survival in the course of which you will have to completely deny yourself and to think only of your “protégé”: the small infant who will be entrusted to each of you, from today, from now.

This Baby is you when you where a newborn, just before anorexia,  before lack of love and good care of your mother.

So you will be in charge of yourself, as a baby and in the same time, as an adult.

It will lead to you to a point of survival self-experiment.

At this point you will have to choose to live or to die.

Alice Odilon. 17/07/2011

 ”The Penguins chicks survivors in the Blizzard”/ Ref: “The Emperor’s Journey”.

Anorexialand – A deep shambles.

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"He tried to control you with liars  and contradictions". Copyright Alice ODILON 2008.

 

C’est un pays vide où elle se débat, une steppe comme une immense place d’un rien.

Elle loue cet endroit tel  un immense appartement vide.

 

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Elle a cherché une place du vide, car sa place initiale n’existe pas et n’a jamais été nommée.

Ce vide est sa substance, sa vie, son énergie.

 

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Ce négatif salutaire ressemble à s’y méprendre à celui de l’écriture zéro, le champ d’écriture de Beckett ou Michaux,

un vide sans objet, sans origine, sans mémoire.

C’est "le petit monde" ( la sphère de son esprit – selon Beckett ) séparé d’un grand monde ( l’extérieur ).

Un espace transitionnel du non-vécu,  où se joue un corps transitionnel  à la parole transtionnelle.

Cette sphère "a" va se heurter à une autre sphère "b".

Des échanges cellulaires auront lieu dans l’Aire "C" contenant "a" et "b".

 

 

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La mitose et la méîose: deux "miracles" d’échanges cellulaires.

 

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Deux sphères vont se saluer pour échanger des messages particuliers

dont les traces seront des photographies.

La sphère "a" va nommer pour la première fois, la sphère "b",

la reconnaître et lui parler, l’entendre, l’écouter, la voir, la regarder.

Ce jeu de reconnaissance se joue à double sens et le modèle "b"

et la photographe "a" élaborent une toile de langage neuf,

interrogeant le sens de l’amour, de la vie au féminin.

 

Alice ODILON.

 

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