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You will fly but first, you will struggle for life

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“Penguins in the Blizzard”. Google Images.

“Every Day, in front of the other pensioners of rescue center, deep in the most pitiless group of anorexic persons, truly remarkable journey will take place.”

- That would be the Treatment to recover in ’s Tower, announced Syndra Raynaud, the “Right Hand Woman” of .

- “Because for you, guys, anorexic winners, life is like that, harsh and inhospitable”, added inconspicuously, the shy Ragdoll.

Each of you will be a survivor, and will have to deal with , staying alive.

Every pensioner in rescue center, will abandon the deep sweet security of its bedroom and clamber onto the commune area to begin its long struggle against anorexia: a such desolate land, a region so bleak, so extreme, it support no other life.

- “The greatest you have, the to live, the to loose control, the to eat, the to breathe, you will beat it”.

Said Blythe Somat, the hemiplegic flower doll, who was in charge of anorexic patients suffering from Asperger Syndrom as well.

- “So you will play a game, all together”.

- The game inspired by “The Emperor’s Journey”.

 

1972: Survivors found 10 weeks after plane crash in the Argentine Andes. Google Images.

(Four days after the rescue, a Santiago paper alleged that the survivors became cannibals to ward off .
The group confirmed that they ate human flesh at a press conference two days later.)

 

You will have to accomplish tests of extreme endurance, during which you will have to rely on the united anorexic members of the group, their physical warmth, their spiritual presence, their embodied soul, their disembodied body.

You will share body heat to conserve energy and protect the “protégé” you will have to care about constantly.

You will realize you cannot hate the other anorexic persons, as you did before; because you were scared about their special and knowledge of anorexia secrets.

Only Love and solidarity will help to struggle for life.

 

“Child survivors dressed in clothes made from German uniforms”
(One of the youngest survivors of the Buchenwald concentration camp, shown in the center of the photograph above, was four-year-old Josef Schleifstein.The Communist prisoners, who were in charge of the day-to-day administration of the camp, made sure that the children were well cared for. Note the adult man in the back row wearing a beret to identify himself as a Communist.)

You won’t have food during the periods of survival in the course of which you will have to completely deny yourself and to think only of your “protégé”: the small infant who will be entrusted to each of you, from today, from now.

This Baby is you when you where a newborn, just before anorexia,  before lack of love and good care of your mother.

So you will be in charge of yourself, as a baby and in the same time, as an adult.

It will lead to you to a point of survival self-experiment.

At this point you will have to choose to live or to die.

. 17/07/2011

 ”The Penguins chicks survivors in the Blizzard”/ Ref: “The Emperor’s Journey”.

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Si c’était à refaire, je reprendrai le chemin de l’anorexie

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“Super-model SandraHeidoff” Issey Miyake piece. 2003 Copyright

“J’ai marché des heures pour retrouver ma conscience et j’ai su que j’avais bien fait dès mes 12 ans. Cette me tendait les bras, avec sa force et sa bravoure, ma seule protection, ma seule amie. La dame blanche de l’ m’ appelée et m’ montré le chemin.

Face à l’indifférence peureuse de mon père, le mépris d’ignorance dont il avait fait preuve, et face à la jalousie morbide et aveugle de ma mère, qu’aurais-je pu faire de mieux?????

En revenant sur les lieux de mon enfance, je me rends compte que mon choix était le bon.

L’anorexie fut la meilleure arme que je puisse utiliser et aimer.

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“l’Arc de Lucrecia”. 12/05/2013. Copyrights Alice Odilon. No clone is free.

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Haunting Anorexic Thoughts

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Antablog is like Yoga daily practice: a discipline to avoid suffering

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Self-portrait  January 2013. Copyright .

I like my Blog, I respect it, I gave him one direction, one goal to achieve.

Antablog has to tell about persons, autistic persons, runaways, missing persons, persons, homeless persons, street workers as well.

Those people are unable to deal with our hegemonic, deaf, indifferent, cold “social communication”.

We are in fact in serious trouble towards anorexic, autistic, “not suitable” persons, dropout persons.

And then, some “specialists”(therapists, security agents, chairmans, curators,  healthcare consultants….  have decided to beat all those “pains in the ass”.

There is no question to let anorexic people talk, show, describe their inside.

Because our Society wants to clear this “off” world and has no consideration for doubt, weakness and clever disorders.

Yes, and are clever disorders.

That’s why we all have to consider without their meaning and their impact about us.

In UK there is charity whose the name is “Beating anorexia”.

I don’t like this radical appellation.

Alice Odilon. 2/2/2013

 

 

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L’anorexie comme privation de la mort?

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Julie/Paris Atelier Savier 1999. Copyright
 
{Accoutume-toi sur ce point à penser que pour nous la mort n’est rien, puisque tout bien et tout mal résident dans la sensation, et que la mort est privation de nos sensations,
mais que l’ n’est pas la privation de sensations, bien au contraire.
 
Dès lors la juste prise de conscience que la mort ne nous est rien autorise à jouir du caractère mortel de la vie:
non pas en lui conférant une durée infinie, mais en l’amputant du désir d’immortalité.
 
Dès lors les personnes qui flirtent avec l’anorexie, ne doivent pas nous apparaître comme
mortes vivantes, mais comme vivantes et mortelle comme tous les humains.
 
Il s’ensuit qu’il n’y rien d’effrayant dans le fait de vivre, pour qui est radicalement conscient qu’il n’existe rien d’effrayant non plus dans le fait de ne pas vivre.
 
Il s’ensuit qu’il n’y a rien d’effrayant de croiser une personne anorexique et d’essayer de l’aimer,
pour qui est radicalement conscient qu’il n’existe rien d’effrayant non plus dans le fait de ne pas vivre.
 
 
 
Stupide est donc celui qui dit avoir horreur des anorexiques, non parce qu’il souffre de voir
l’apparence morte d’une personne vivante anorexique, mais parce qu’il souffre à l’idée
de sa propre mort qui approche.
 
 
Le plus effrayant des maux, la mort, ne nous est rien, disais-je : quand nous sommes, la mort n’est pas là, et quand la mort est là, c’est nous qui ne sommes pas !
 
 
Le plus effrayant des maux, la mort, ne nous est rien, dit Epicure, quand une personne anorexique
est comme elle est, avec toute sa maladie et sa foi de vie, sa force de vie, la mort n’est pas là,
et quand la mort est là, c’est nous tous qui ne sommes pas.
 
 
 
L’anorexie concerne les vivants, étant donné que ce sont des vivants qui en souffrent
et qui ont besoin du support des autres vivants pour échapper à une mort trop tôt pressentie.
 
Epicure dragué par Alice Odilon 3/2/2013
 
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