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Une petite fille nommée “Regard”

Traumatic Doll copie


“Big eyes and small body”. copyright 2009.


Un mélancolique serait un qui n’attend rien, plus rien, tente d’échapper, atteindre le ciel ou l’horizon, le lointain, le paysage immense.



“Traumatic look”. Copyright Alice ODILON2009. No clone is free.

Un regard anorexique serait un regard cachant le corps, évacuant obstinément l’Autre pétrifiant et mortifère.

Grace à son corps devenu invisible, le regard anorexique tranche la tête de la Mère aveugle et froide.



“Two hearts for one”. copyright Alice ODILON2009. no clone is free.


La seule issue pour la petite fille anorexique est d’être invisible pour tuer l’.

“Oeuf”. Odilon REDON.

Ce regard fuyant envisage tout, en étant constant et détourné.

Ce regard est un objet fuyant. Il se voudrait un sujet mouvant.

Ce regard est un accident contre le miroir.

Ce regard doit se détacher pour exister.

Mais se détacher c’est amputer sa vie.

Les yeux du coeur dans l’oeil ne tiendront pas longtemps sans fil.

Et le regard de la mère sèche, pétrifie.

La mère ne représente rien pour ce regard.



“L’invention de la Vie”. René Magritte 1928.

La Mère ne voit rien et se présente à l’enfant comme un stupide miroir réfléchissant,”anéantissant annulateur”.

La mère ne montre pas son regard capable de faire “une personne” de son enfant, – une personne détachée, aimée, désirée -.

La Mère refuse de rencontrer le regard demandant de son enfant.

Le regard de l’enfant tombe dans l’océan.

Le regard n’a pas de corps-fil comme un cerf volant.

C’est un regard volant, sphérique, qui n’a pas de pied dans la terre.

La tragédie de ce regard c’est de ne pouvoir transmettre les influx de la lumière et les communications à son corps car il s’est envolé.


“Lumière rouge sans rapport avec la lumière de l’oeil”. Copyright Alice ODILON. 2009. No clone is free.


Ce regard aime le ciel et les horizons, les nuages et les oiseaux, tout les volants vivant libres dans l’air.

Parfois il lui faut gonfler l’iris et fixer la méduse même si cela est terriblement mortel, dégoûtant.

La méduse voudrait tout pétrifier, juger le corps du regard, mais le regard cache son corps derrière lui et enfle encore pour hypnotiser la Méduse qui n’arrive pas à pétrifier le corps du regard.

Ce regard est un oeil actif, en devenir, mouvant, sujet mais en danger d’être attaché à ce corps mort.

La mère a pour but de reconnecter ce regard sauvage au corps à terre qui s’est soumis.

Mais le regard a deux solutions: faire front en gonflant et empêcher la Mère de voir le corps qu’elle a tué ou se détourner vers d’autres mers et horizons plus charitables.

L’important est de faire valoir que le regard est toujours vivant et bien volant et bien mouvant.

Et çà la Mère ne peut rien y faire.

Ce regard anorexique rêve d’être une hirondelle car elle crie avec son corps et son radar lui donne à voir de toute façon.

Sa vue est innée et son regard plane dans l’espace.

Ce regard anorexique s’accroche au miroir double ne renvoyant que l’abîme du double et jamais la Mer.

Ce regard joue d’un écart dans lequel il peut vivre sans être dévisagé.



“Mon Regard cachera mon corps”. Alice ODILON


Ce regard se cache derrière la tenture afin que la Mère ne puisse l’avaler.

Le vêtement lui permet de disparaître et de ne pas être assassinée par la Mère.

L’espace entre deux c’est le garant de la liberté.

“Regard de ma Mère tu me perds dans le vide”.

“Regard , mon regard tu me donnes la vie, le ciel, l’air, tu me donnes la vie”.

“Regard de ma Mère tu m’assassines”.

Je cache mon corps mort derrière ma tête; et mes yeux tentent une dérivation.

J’espère que la Mère s’y perdra.

Alice ODILON copyright. 23/10/2009

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Akan is back

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reprend le flambeau: sauver les femmes et les enfants.


After long weeks of fight against censure and intolerance, Akan, Antablog’s daughter, is coming back, stronger than before, much more motivated to tell about and Art.

That was a very rude summer for Akan: she thought she was losing Antablog threatened to be deleted by Bluehost because .

A sort of nightmare!

Files have been deleted by Bluehost without any consideration and respect of copyright and ownership rights.

Thanks to Sol, Akan’s husband, who wrote immediately to the Better Business Bureau’s Online Complaint System: BBB of Utah.

His complaint was successful reviewed by a specialist at the BBB and then forwarded to Bluehost for their response.

To avoid another very bad publicity, Bluehost was constrained to leave access to Antablog’s database for its transfer to Jushost.

Then Akan retrieved for 48hours access to her files and databases, in order to transfer her websites.

Antablog intellectual property was safe.

So It was a excellent lesson for Akan, anorexic artist, working for women rights, against child , crime wars, runaway persons rights, street workers rights, that she had to choose carefully her web host in order to be not hunted and banished as a witch on the blacklist.

about anorexia and photography, shooting nudity, has nothing to do with pornography, but involves social-political contents which can be easily hidden and shut up by phallocratic, hegemonic, talibanic, capitalist, unilateral power.

And Akan knows that anorexia detains a subversive content, which she wants to analyze to raise untold words of anorexic women.

. 15 Septembre 2010.


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Perseus and the Gorgon or the Mirror Stage

Eyes in shade

Two backgrounds and the same concept and progress, I will try to clarify in a third time.

1 – The Mirror stage.

(Describing the formation of the Ego).


{This identification is what LACAN called “alienation”.


At six months the baby still lacks coordination.


However, he can recognize himself in the mirror before attaining control over his bodily movements.



“Nausica Eyes”. Copyright 2009. No clone is free.



He sees his image as a whole, and the synthesis of this image produces a contrast with the real body which is perceived as fragmented.


This contrast is first felt by the infant as a rivalry with his own image, because the wholeness of the image threatens him with fragmentation,


and thus the mirror stage gives rise to an aggressive tension between the subject and the image.


To resolve this aggressive tension, the subject identifies with the image: this primary identification with the counterpart is what forms the Ego.


It must be said that the mirror stage has also a significant symbolic dimension.


The Symbolic order is present in the figure of the adult who is carrying the infant: the moment after the subject has jubilantly assumed his image as his own, he turns his head towards this adult who represents the big Other, as if to call on him to ratify this image}.


(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/jacques_Lacan).




2 – The Act: curtain opens in the cave of the Gorgons.


The snake-haired Medusa (“I bear terror”)is deeply sleeping in her cave.


Using Athena’s shield as a mirror to avoid the fell gaze of the Gorgon.



Perseus decapitates Medusa



Then, using Pluto’s helmet to make himself invisible, Perseus flees the wrath of the remaining Gorgons carrying Medusa’s head.



A) Let us resume the scene of the Mirror Stage: The Girl “a” confronts again with her “spéculaire” image.


She waits for a reaction of her reflection(this Other one)in the mirror.


And there this reflection seems to her, intimate and invasive.


Fortunately Mom is in the room behind her there, and the girl turns around towards her to cross her glance, then towards her words, to make sure of her intuition of identification in the “spéculaire image.”


The mother does not hold her in the arms, and is placed behind the girl, she decides not to name her, her image.


She does not say to her: “it is the image of your body, it is you whom we see in the mirror”.


But the Mother has a glance of Jellyfish which reflects but does not see, she lets sink the child into the fascination of the “reflecting eyes”.


The child never get the approving judgment of her blind Mother.



“Tournant le dos à la Gorgone pour ne pas être pétrifiée”. Copyright Alice ODILON 2009

{It is the negation of the future, the negation of the “that”, the negation of the unconscious.} J.M.FORGET ( symptom-out).


It is a categorical eye.


“Category” in Greek means proceeding to an accusation: – “you are A and not “no A”! You are static and not dynamics, you have more no right to speak that a corpse.”


The little Girl here is transformed into object.

The Perseides dolls”. Copyright Alice ODILON 2009. no clone is free.


This “missed Mirror Stage” has a big symbolic valuin the psychic evolution of the girl there to become anorexic.


Mom sees her daughter as a fixed object, wants her daughter frozen in an immortal fate without becoming.


Mom wants to bury her daughter in the melancholy because she lives herself this terrible spell.


The girl wants to be named to be able to cross the test of the mirror.


Then the girl meets herself alone in front of this double who is not maybe her, and then, where is she, from which nucleus she arises?


The girl begins a new life with this double “spéculaire”, with a certain guilt  because the Mother did not give her agreement, namely does not have accepted that this reflection has the right to exist and represents her daughter.

The girl saw in the eyes of her Mother only the black and not the desire of her Mother for her, her life.


Instead of the black, the girl chooses the mirror with this double.


The girl is dying to play with this double which will not bring her the rest of the recognized unity.


And if the girl sees herself it is by piece and never in its entirety in the eyes of her mother.


She lives in a symbiotic relation with the Mother and confronts with her double “(image spéculaire)”.


Henceforth the girl is confronted with enormous problems of distinction between the Me” and the others, the inside and the outside, and gets lost in her relationship with her “spéculaire image”.


And so her “body image” builds itself to and nevertheless, limited by a vague outline, and also by an uncertain size.


As we see it in this story, the glance of the little Girl (Perseus), which recovers from the “that”, don’t triumph over the eye (Gorgon), the static and mortifying material sphere,


the head of Jellyfish eyes of which stop any change “.


So the anorexic girl becomes the invisible Peeping Tom, the one who sees, unnoticed, the one who gets lost, unnoticed, the one who plays with copies, unnoticed.


I will clarify this word “unnoticed” in a next future post.

Alice ODILON. OCTOBER 2009

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