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Fear and rage to live in anorexia.

“The red mask”. 2011. Copyrights Alice Odilon.

J’ai mis Lisbone, the anorexic doll, dans la lumière, comme un flaconnage de cristal, pour voir sa force

“Lisbone, the anorexic Doll, in the light of truth”. Alice Odilon Copyrights. Dec 2011. All rights reserved.

Lace, wings, bones, I made myself a new body

“Anorexic Lace B. Coat of Arms”. Copyrights Alice Odilon. December 2010. All rights reserved.

You will fly but first you will struggle for life

“Penguins in the Blizzard”. Google Images.

“Every Day, alone in front of the other pensioners of Anorexia rescue center, deep in the most pitiless group of anorexic persons, a truly remarkable journey will take place.”

- That would be the Treatment to recover in Akan’s Tower, announced Syndra Raynaud, the “Right Hand Woman” of Akan.

- “Because for you, guys, anorexic winners, life is like that, harsh and inhospitable”, added inconspicuously, the shy Ragdoll.

Each of you will be a survivor, and will have to deal with eating-disorder, staying alive.

Every pensioner in rescue center, will abandon the deep sweet security of its bedroom and clamber onto the commune area to begin its long struggle against anorexia: a such desolate land, a region so bleak, so extreme, it support no other life.

- “The greatest fear you have, the fear to live, the fear to loose control, the fear to eat, the fear to breathe, you will beat it”.

Said Blythe Somat, the hemiplegic flower doll, who was in charge of anorexic patients suffering from Asperger Syndrom as well.

- “So you will play a game, all together”.

- The game inspired by “The Emperor’s Journey”.

 

1972: Survivors found 10 weeks after plane crash in the Argentine Andes. Google Images.

(Four days after the rescue, a Santiago paper alleged that the survivors became cannibals to ward off starvation.
The group confirmed that they ate human flesh at a press conference two days later.)

 

You will have to accomplish tests of extreme endurance, during which you will have to rely on the united anorexic members of the group, their physical warmth, their spiritual presence, their embodied soul, their disembodied body.

You will share body heat to conserve energy and protect the “protégé” you will have to care about constantly.

You will realize you cannot hate the other anorexic persons, as you did before; because you were scared about their special regard and knowledge of anorexia secrets.

Only Love and solidarity will help to struggle for life.

 

“Child survivors dressed in clothes made from German uniforms”
(One of the youngest survivors of the Buchenwald concentration camp, shown in the center of the photograph above, was four-year-old Josef Schleifstein.The Communist prisoners, who were in charge of the day-to-day administration of the camp, made sure that the children were well cared for. Note the adult man in the back row wearing a beret to identify himself as a Communist.)

You won’t have food during the periods of survival in the course of which you will have to completely deny yourself and to think only of your “protégé”: the small infant who will be entrusted to each of you, from today, from now.

This Baby is you when you where a newborn, just before anorexia,  before lack of love and good care of your mother.

So you will be in charge of yourself, as a baby and in the same time, as an adult.

It will lead to you to a point of survival self-experiment.

At this point you will have to choose to live or to die.

Alice Odilon. 17/07/2011

 ”The Penguins chicks survivors in the Blizzard”/ Ref: “The Emperor’s Journey”.

The Team of Akan’s Tower/trained in the most relevant methods of addiction treatment

If you remember about Akan’s friends, you could easily recognize, standing in front of the entry of A-Tower:

- “Betsy Mac Call”: the American Paper Doll living on the 16th floor; the special one who was listening and consoling anorexic person in special need.

 

 

Betsy  Mac Call. Alice Odilon Copyrights

 

- “Blythe Somat”: the Hemiplegic Flower Doll on the second floor.

 

Blythe Somat and Betsy Mac Call. Alice Odilon Copyrights.

- The Androgynous Doll “Isee” who has been involved recently in Akan’s Tower.

The androgynous doll “Isee”, whom leitmotiv was:”My body behind my eyes”. Alice Odilon Self-portraits. 1984. All rights reserved.

- “Syndra Raynaud”, the Amputated Hand, always smoking cannabis during the long sessions of therapeutic relaxation.

The hemiplegic Hand Syndra Raynaud. Alice Odilon. copyrights

 

- “Isabelle Caro’s soul” as an audit and a Art Teacher in Akan’s Tower.

Isabelle Caro painting.

 

- “Whouh”, the Wolf Masked Doll, a leader in energy therapy.

“Whouh” the Wolf masked doll and “Weacky”, the shy Ragdoll cat.

 

- “Weaky” the Ragdoll cat, the inseparable friend of Whouh.

- “Mova” the running avatar taking care of bringing prescriptions as soon as possible in every flat of the 4 flours Rehab center.

- “Allegraka” the unfinished avatar, with a changing head and thin waist, the flying teacher.

Yes the “FLYING” teacher, the best thing in treatment, allowed to patients having done efforts to struggle and discover themselves.

 

In final, the complete team counted 10 members, Akan included and was ready to begin the A-Casting.

Alice ODILON 2011 27/06. all rights reserved.

 

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