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Only one’s own experience can find an echo in others.
I was born with anorexia as an unwelcome gift, I had no choice but to live with it.
I was likely to be “at risk”, so, at 17, I ran away, I left home which was not a home for me, but a sort of hell.
Cold and destructive.
I worked as cleaner, sales assistant, to pay my Art studies during 5 years.
Art was my life’s sole objective.
I could never have survived without this all consuming and focused passion.
This Art (photography) was stronger than any form of addiction; it gave me a crucial sense of life.
However I remained a person at risk: likely to fail, fall, and lose myself, because I was gifted with
a heightened sensitivity and a very acute perception, which, in a certain way was very dangerous for me.
When I was 32, I met evil in the form of a narcissistic pervert who, for 3 years, transformed my life into slavery.
I’m convinced, because I was an anorexic person, eating-disorder person, I was susceptible to becoming a victim
of a manipulator, a woman beater.
This outcome was a near scientific fatality as all in me was able to connect with perdition, addiction, slavery.
But I’ve been born a second time.
Thanks to Art I have woken up and it has helped me to sit up literally.
It seems simple like that but life can be very painful when one is the victim of someone who is stronger.
My great good luck comes from my rebel side that nobody can kill.
Inside us all we need a little place of light, very strong, virtually in contradiction with the sad rest of us.
In this way we already have the tools to survive, even in the worst of times.
Antablog has been created to answer all sorts of questions that anorexics, abused persons,
or runaways frequently ask.
A sort of FAQ.
This blog is for us, for you, especially if you’re in the dark at this stage.
All the best.
This information is provided for guidance only and you are strongly recommended to seek suitable expert advice and help ASAP, if you’re in danger.
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Akan reprend le flambeau: sauver les femmes et les enfants.
After long weeks of fight against censure and intolerance, Akan, Antablog’s daughter, is coming back, stronger than before, much more motivated to tell about anorexia and Art.
That was a very rude summer for Akan: she thought she was losing Antablog threatened to be deleted by Bluehost because pornographic content.
A sort of nightmare!
Files have been deleted by Bluehost without any consideration and respect of copyright and ownership rights.
Thanks to Sol, Akan’s husband, who wrote immediately to the Better Business Bureau’s Online Complaint System: BBB of Utah.
His complaint was successful reviewed by a specialist at the BBB and then forwarded to Bluehost for their response.
To avoid another very bad publicity, Bluehost was constrained to leave access to Antablog’s database for its transfer to Jushost.
Then Akan retrieved for 48hours access to her files and databases, in order to transfer her websites.
Antablog intellectual property was safe.
So It was a excellent lesson for Akan, anorexic artist, working for women rights, against child abuse, crime wars, runaway persons rights, street workers rights, that she had to choose carefully her web host in order to be not hunted and banished as a witch on the blacklist.
Writing about anorexia and photography, shooting nudity, has nothing to do with pornography, but involves social-political contents which can be easily hidden and shut up by phallocratic, hegemonic, talibanic, capitalist, unilateral power.
And Akan knows that anorexia detains a subversive content, which she wants to analyze to raise untold words of anorexic women.
Alice Odilon. 15 Septembre 2010.
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